Everything is just like you want. No. Not now. Not ever. Sometimes. Just sometimes. Rear. There is always something that takes away THE THING, THE FEELING, THE MOMENT, THE WILLING POWER. It's life. Nobody asked you ''Who you want to be in your life? What is your way here?'' Life just falls up on you.. ..and makes to live it like it is. ''You are the creator of your life! Yu are the creator of your own destiny!'' ....don't forget that.